Current Location: Corey's
Current Mood: Stagnant
Current Music: Evanescense ~ Wash it all away
This year has to be better then last year. I really got the short end of the stick last year. I'm looking for a better paying job. Not just for the money. I no longer have health insurance, which is...you know...a great thing... I don't want to leave my current job. I love the kids and the people I work with. I can't wait for the Haunted House to start up again. Sometimes it seems like thats the best thing of my year. I'm hoping to help out a little more, not just scare the living daylights out of people. I've reached a point where I don't want to be alone anymore, but I'm scared of starting a relationship up. I have been very lonely, especially at christmas. Every one of my friends went shopping for someone they are seeing. It just made me sad to think that I had nobody like that to shop for and that nobody was out shopping for me like that. Not that shopping is all that really matters in a relationship, not for me anyway, but it would still be nice to try and figure out what someone is getting you. There's someone that I've liked for a while, just he's not interested in a relationship. While I understand, just really sucks. Just feeling a bit lonely lately, being one of the only one's without someone. Erik is single, but I have absolutely no interest in him whatsoever. He's a good friend, but that is all he will ever be. I guess it's like Corey said "You've run out of possibilies at the current moment." I think I've just run out of available guys :-P Everyone else is taken.... Oh well....I guess it's back to being single... | 
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