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Aug. 28th, 2008 @ 03:30 pm WOOT

Got my advertising/marketing review site up and my first Demo review up from GenCon! Check it out at http://crystalmazur.blogspot.com/ Lemme know what you think!

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Aug. 20th, 2008 @ 09:33 pm GenCon in review
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: Cruciform Injection ~ Vacant Bodies
So this is a quick rundown of my experience at GenCon 2008.  I'll do it by category since if I did a day by day rundown it would probably get very buddled. 

Socially

I finally got to meet muawijheafter talking only online with him for several years. He told me to meet him at the Apophis Consortium booth...and after 2 days of pestering Kassi I finally found him. Honest I'm not a stalker, just nice to have a name to a face. It was rather an awesome to finally fit a face to a name and attitude. 

I met several writers as well....all of whom got my fan girl "OMG YOU'RE (Insert name here)" mouseferatu, jesshartleywickedthought and Matt Forbeck were among the writers. Many other game developers and musicians were on board, such as Cruciform Injection and darknes.

All the people that participated in the Darkness Remembered LARP are awesome too. I never met a colorful bunch of people....some of which included a gay pornstar rat, 4 alphas, an overexcitable shadow lord, a irritated cat, and a raven that takes 20 minutes to explain stuff. All in all it was a fun experience that I will LOVE to continue next year. 

Games

I got to demo a bunch of really good games, as well as run a demo of a couple of games (thanks flamesrising) I will have flash review up of each individual demo eventually but here's the rundown. Covenant, Fae Noir, Zombie Cinema, Evolution, Epic, You've been sentanced, Magic, and several other games. 

Concerts

Got to see Cruciform Injection at the GenCon after party at Radio Radio. I've listened to them for years, but this is the first concert I've been able to attend....and it was worth it! I was completely taken in by their performance. Definately a band to keep an eye on. If you haven't seen their video for Vacant Bodies, go youtube it...like...right now. 

Also, congradulations to Flamesrising for winning a silver Ennie this year! 

Also thanks to Matt and Monica for letting me tag along and take up space in the Abstract Nova booth this year. I had a lot of fun...and the 17th floor rocked.
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Jul. 6th, 2008 @ 08:43 pm :(
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: The Borrowers-Beautiful Struggle
I feel very alone right now. It's that whole I'm surrounded by my friends and family and yet am always the one left out. I want someone, but no clue who or why I should even bother. Seems like if they aren't my friends and have some sort of interest in me, they eventually leave me or end up hating me (or me them, but I am trying to forget him) I guess I got hurt a lot worse then I first thught.
I even had great weekend! Just so happened it was with 2 of my friends who are dating eachother. (Said guy is the guy from my previus post that I had a thing for) I had a lot of fun, but it was a constant reminder that I am alone.
I've been getting out of the house more. I will be going to ren faire on sunday, hopefully playing tennis on wednesday and my dance class is on tuesday. I'm still raiding on wow, I like it very much, but I have to get out of the house more. WoW is a passtime.
I'm STILL looking for a new job. It has been quite unsucessful, and that's being nice about it. I'm almost done looking in Milwaukee. Gonna start wandering up to GB or over to Madison VERY soon.
This whole moving on thing sucks. I get no closure except for the fact that the 2 universities he left me for turned him down. If that's what I get, then I'm done with him. I need to erase him from my memory. Haven't thought about him for a VERY long time, and now it just started up again. Stupid brain.
Lemme know your alive btw...I know I don't post much, but nobody replies either.
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Feb. 17th, 2008 @ 07:51 pm Good Charlotte
Current Mood: hornyhorny
Oh my love,
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and then
We'll start a new life

I ripped out
his throat
and called you on the telephone to
take off my disguise
Just in time to hear you cry

When you, you mourne the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourne the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singin'...

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and then
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find

When you
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singin'...

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and then
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight

He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do 'cause I'm so in love with you

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and then
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight
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Jan. 8th, 2008 @ 11:18 pm Le Sigh
Current Location: Corey's
Current Mood: Stagnant
Current Music: Evanescense ~ Wash it all away
 

This year has to be better then last year. I really got the short end of the stick last year.

I'm looking for a better paying job. Not just for the money. I no longer have health insurance, which is...you know...a great thing... I don't want to leave my current job. I love the kids and the people I work with.

I can't wait for the Haunted House to start up again. Sometimes it seems like thats the best thing of my year. I'm hoping  to help out a little more, not just scare the living daylights out of people.

I've reached a point where I don't want to be alone anymore, but I'm scared of starting a relationship up. I have been very lonely, especially at christmas. Every one of my friends went shopping for someone they are seeing. It just made me sad to think that I had nobody like that to shop for and that nobody was out shopping for me like that. Not that shopping is all that really matters in a relationship, not for me anyway, but it would still be nice to try and figure out what someone is getting you.

There's someone that I've liked for a while, just he's not interested in a relationship. While I understand, just really sucks.

Just feeling a bit lonely lately, being one of the only one's without someone. Erik is single, but I have absolutely no interest in him whatsoever. He's a good friend, but that is all he will ever be.

I guess it's like Corey said "You've run out of possibilies at the current moment." I think I've just run out of available guys :-P Everyone else is taken....

Oh well....I guess it's back to being single...

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Sep. 25th, 2007 @ 10:12 pm Change of status
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off

So I think I am going to change this to a private journal. To those of you who read this and aren't on livejournal, I'm sorry, but I just can't have this open anymore. Too many people who can read it who I don't want reading it anymore.

If you want to know whats going on in my life, call my cell phone....since most of you have that number anyway!

<3 Crystal

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Jun. 27th, 2007 @ 09:58 pm Taking the 705 outta here!
Current Location: Hell
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Mustard Plug ~ Beer Song
I get to see Ed! I'm flying out July 13th to see him! Yatta!!!!

In other news, Spirit Creek this saturday, then summerfest. I dont' know if I'm gonna go to anything, but I've been thinking about it. Lifehouse, BB King, Plain White T's Jacks Maniquien, One Ton Banana, Reel Big Fish, Less Than Jake, Panic! at the Disco, Live, The Gufs, damn...too much!!!
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Jun. 21st, 2007 @ 10:17 pm Long summer
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Call the Rain ~ Spirit Creek
YEY!!! I get to see Ed tomorrow. He's flying in for Drew's wedding! Those that don't know, Ed has been in New York since Memorial Day for his summer internship. It sucks being away from him for so long. This is the longest we haven't seen each other. 

For those of you who haven't made it to the recent Spirit Creek concerts, SHAME ON YOU!! You should know better then to not go to your local band concerts, especially when they kick so much ass, your grandma's butt hurts. They have a concert coming up the 30th, email me if you wanna go.

I've had to go to 3 weddings so far this month, and Drews is magical number 4. It;s a wonderful reminder that I will soon be going to my own wedding.  It kinda scares me sometimes, but I'm happy with Ed. I've never dated, or even been around someone like him. He makes me feel like a whole person, so with him being gone, I feel alone and not myself *tear*

So yeah....Spirit Creek kicks ass. I have pics and video, but I'll have to put it up when I get cable. Dialup sucks for that.

Next weekend I'm up for hanging out with my friends whom I haven't seen for a while (Nicole, Crystal, Abby, anyone else I missed ) Call me!!
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Apr. 25th, 2007 @ 07:23 pm OMFG!!!!!!!
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Who cares....its spiritcreek!
No...It CAN"T be true....but it is!

Right from the email of Doug...

The Spiritcreek
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Apr. 16th, 2007 @ 10:01 pm What the hell is the worlds problem?
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: shockedshocked
Current Music: Mad World
I am sickened and sad at the actions taken by the gunman at Virginia Tech. Not only did it not solve any problems he might have had, but it creates millions of heart aches in the process.

I want to cry. But these aren't tears for what happened, it's for what will happen in the future. What will be taken away from us next?

And the media? Not helping.

I think I'm going to meditate and not listen to anything going on now...
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