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Jan. 8th, 2008 @ 11:18 pm Le Sigh
Current Location: Corey's
Current Mood: Stagnant
Current Music: Evanescense ~ Wash it all away
 

This year has to be better then last year. I really got the short end of the stick last year.

I'm looking for a better paying job. Not just for the money. I no longer have health insurance, which is...you know...a great thing... I don't want to leave my current job. I love the kids and the people I work with.

I can't wait for the Haunted House to start up again. Sometimes it seems like thats the best thing of my year. I'm hoping  to help out a little more, not just scare the living daylights out of people.

I've reached a point where I don't want to be alone anymore, but I'm scared of starting a relationship up. I have been very lonely, especially at christmas. Every one of my friends went shopping for someone they are seeing. It just made me sad to think that I had nobody like that to shop for and that nobody was out shopping for me like that. Not that shopping is all that really matters in a relationship, not for me anyway, but it would still be nice to try and figure out what someone is getting you.

There's someone that I've liked for a while, just he's not interested in a relationship. While I understand, just really sucks.

Just feeling a bit lonely lately, being one of the only one's without someone. Erik is single, but I have absolutely no interest in him whatsoever. He's a good friend, but that is all he will ever be.

I guess it's like Corey said "You've run out of possibilies at the current moment." I think I've just run out of available guys :-P Everyone else is taken....

Oh well....I guess it's back to being single...

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From:marleneangel
Date:January 11th, 2008 11:48 pm (UTC)
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I remember feeling exactly how you did a couple years ago. I know how much it can suck. Especially when everyone around you seems so happy and you just feel all alone. But just remember you are a great person and any guy would be lucky to be with you! I know that when you least expect it, some great guy will come along and a year from now you won't even be able to believe you were feeling like this. Just try to stick it out until then and stay strong!
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From:bodyandsoul152
Date:January 12th, 2008 02:15 am (UTC)
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<3
I miss you !