I feel very alone right now. It's that whole I'm surrounded by my friends and family and yet am always the one left out. I want someone, but no clue who or why I should even bother. Seems like if they aren't my friends and have some sort of interest in me, they eventually leave me or end up hating me (or me them, but I am trying to forget him) I guess I got hurt a lot worse then I first thught.
I even had great weekend! Just so happened it was with 2 of my friends who are dating eachother. (Said guy is the guy from my previus post that I had a thing for) I had a lot of fun, but it was a constant reminder that I am alone.
I've been getting out of the house more. I will be going to ren faire on sunday, hopefully playing tennis on wednesday and my dance class is on tuesday. I'm still raiding on wow, I like it very much, but I have to get out of the house more. WoW is a passtime.
I'm STILL looking for a new job. It has been quite unsucessful, and that's being nice about it. I'm almost done looking in Milwaukee. Gonna start wandering up to GB or over to Madison VERY soon.
This whole moving on thing sucks. I get no closure except for the fact that the 2 universities he left me for turned him down. If that's what I get, then I'm done with him. I need to erase him from my memory. Haven't thought about him for a VERY long time, and now it just started up again. Stupid brain.
Lemme know your alive btw...I know I don't post much, but nobody replies either.